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a brief history of Chaos

by Lady Valentine

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hark! you cry out hark! a favor dies out hark! a system collapses hark! my memory relapses hark! i think so awfully about the man i used to be but that was years ago i'm packing up my tears to go i think i've changed i think i've changed i think i've changed i think i've changed welcome to my misery don't care if you disagree with my life, my soul to keep for feared i would never be i broke up and repressed it for the things i've opressed for the people i've opressed for the people i regret i think i've changed i think i've changed i think i've changed i think i've changed
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my body was recovered from the deep sleep my body was mutilated by a fear i feel warm and dark inside; let's get so high we'll never die and jump off of a building free fall she created a lot more than she had and that gave her a great big heart attack and now she's dead inside and gone; and i'm stuck writing shitty songs who am i to disagree stop this bullshit sick of crying, dying wish petrified by eager eyes ripped apart by men in ties struggle to take a stance? this is fucking war not fucking romance i would never lay down my arms and die i will never find the person who did me so bad did me so bad and i will never forgive the person who took all i had took all i had fuck this bullshit sick of crying, dying wish petrified by eager eyes ripped apart by men in ties struggle to take a stance? this is fucking war not fucking romance i am so indisposed
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my system comes to say my dream my nightmare manically checking the form manically checking your form who the fuck do you think you are? this is the last time i swear to god this is the last time. stop. stop this. stop NOW. stop. stop. stop. stop. stop this sinful aging stop your mutilation stop your mutilation stop your mutilation stop your mutilation [ad libbed nonsense about the universe going to end because of a meteor] WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WAITING FOR PEOPLE FIX YOUR SHIT TOGETHER waking up without my clothes waking up without my clothes waking up without my clothes waking up without my clothes waking up it seems to me dreaming bout the things to be dreaming bout the things to be dreaming aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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in the end in the end in the end of the world in the end of your days fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up oh no the words you speak dont mean nothing the words you say dont quite mean something you bitch blood and guts i fear it is not enough i need a little more i'll cut you up and use your guts turn you up and spill your blood into my favorite vessel what the fuck you mean to me who am i to disagree in the end in the end in the end of your comes at a time you dont really expect yourself blood and guts i cut you up and give you lots of love and it tastes so sweet ill cut you up and drink your guts turn you up and spill your blood (for im a terrible person)
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i value happenstance a flaw of consciousness let the feeling fade into an undiscovered mass im warm inside my thoughts are liquified flowing and spinning around like shit oh fuck i fell into a solid state of matter and the pieces in my soul feel like home feel like i am running away who's that woman you've been with? who's the one i shared with my brain now i know, i know, i know, i know happenstance is really the conclusion of the place inside your brain at all, i fell inside hard to believe but it it's not real it will never be it is just a feeling you hold dear in your heart in your heart, in your heart baby right now riiight now [epic solo] i will not fucking go i am the one you call my friend inside my head inside my head inside my head inside my head inside my head she lives in a part where i never figure out no one ever knows no one ever knows who she is comes to me like a close inside your head like the words you never thought i'd never fucking explain it's not real it will never be it is just a feeling you hold dear in your heart in your heart, in your heart baby now
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the man 02:14
welcome to the show, this is what happens when you get chopped into little pieces when you were supposed to die. my dreams are suicide my dreams are suicide my dreams are suicide my dreams are suicide who is the man in this? who is the man in this? who is the man in this? who is the man in this? who is the man i cursed? who is the anarchist? who is the man i fear? who is the one i hear inside my head inside my head at night inside my head at night at night I run away who is the one you put inside my brain? who is the one you put inside my brain? who is the man in this, who is the man in this.
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released June 6, 2022

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